How lonely am I? Very. Today has been a crap day and it had an even shittier end. Oh how fun the wonderful world is.

I am hoping that I may have my faith restored in humanity tomorrow (the facebook messgae was almost enough but not quite).

How I hate hypocrites, which I know means that I must hate myself...but I can't see myself so I can't complain about me. Not that I should complain about others. I just hate how they can make you feel. Sometimes by doing nothing. But mostly by doing something. I might go on retreat. Then people can't get me. Can't hurt me. But then I guess I would just feel crap because they weren't there? I guess you can't ever win.

Oh joy.