Happy Birthday!!

:-S Friday was my birthday...my 20th andf as was very kindly pointed out by Timothy...I am now closer to 40 than birth!!! Waht a great thought!! I am starting to get old...my life is actually happening...am I doing anything with it?? Is there a guideline to what you should have achieved...reached...done by a certain age? Is there a guideline to what you should have achieved...reached...done during your life? I always worry that I don't make the most of life..don't grasp opportunites when they are there...don't go through with things...take risks when they are probably worth it. I also worry that I spend too much time thinking about stuff...worrying about things...allowing negative events to control my life more than positive events...

I've had a rather mixed birthday in terms of enjoyment...I've had a fantastic weekend...Katie and Tim came to visit and we pretty much spent the time eating...drinking...and talking. But then I felt bad...becasue not all of the important people were there some of my good friend weren't there to enjoy it with me... and I am responsiblew for that...

Anyway...Happy Birthday to me...